24 5 / 2014
the year is 2120. all of the achievement hunters and their fans have slowly died off. the last of the fans lays their weary body down to the ground of a for the last time. as darkness takes over their vision they see one last floating sparkle of hope in the dark cloudy sky. it’s ryan, he’s still in the air.
01 4 / 2014
"If you wanted to be with me, it would cross your mind to think about it. If you wanted to be with me, you’d do whatever it took to make it work. If you wanted to be with me, you’d know. YOU’D KNOW."
28 3 / 2014
How do I put aside what I want, to do what is best for me? How do I let go of something that is so good but so bad at the same time? How do I know that it will make me happier? I need to do what’s best for my life, but I love him so much. It kills me to think of him being with someone else, even though he isn’t with ME.
Our “relationship”… Well there is a reason for the quotation marks. It’s not a relationship; he is not my boyfriend and I am not his girlfriend. It hasn’t been that way for over a year. I just never really believed it. Never really accepted it. Now I did the worst thing I could have done in this situation… I continue to do things with him… Things that you don’t do with your ex. And now I am too attached. And that is what is killing me. Literally eating me alive.
Tomorrow I will make a decision that will change our “relationship” and my life forever. I have to do it for myself. Part of growing up is taking care of yourself, before anyone else. But it is easier said than done.
24 3 / 2014
12 2 / 2014
My brother, a freshman, has signed up to be on the basketball team for the Teachers Vs Students game that they do each year. Click this link or type this EXACT link into the web bar, and vote for GEORGE BROWN on the first question. I don’t care about the other people running for the Sophmore, Junior, or Senior class. Just vote random people for those. PLEASE AND THANK YOU. Heart this when you’ve done it!